We get to know each other by my primary classmates, who is his lover. And they are together still. My classmates told me that he is a
bisexual, when i was the first year in college. He tursted me very much, and i keep a secret for him still, i haven't tell this to anyone else. "
bisexual", this word looks like so terrible. because he can love the
two kind of sex at the same time. Sometimes, I think, It is really ridiculous.
That day, raining off and on, my primary school classmates and he come here for dinner together. After dinner, I went to my primary school classmate's house to play majiang, he was there, he is a person who i feel a very good boys at the first sight. He 1. 8 meters, from his eyes can see that he is a sad man, his doesn't have many words. But his silence touched me deeply, I always took advantage of a moment when he does not pay attention to, seeing him secretly. May at the time, he did not notice me. Because I am a very ordinary girl, who will not let people pay attention to when walking in the street.
That day is still a rainy day, I looked at red eyes of my primary school classmates all the way. With a woman's feelings i want to know what happened, I quickly went to ask him, said: "what's the matter?."
"I was broken up." He said
"When, I didn't see your friends. How..." I asked
"The man who ate and played majiang with us last time." He replied.
I'm so sad and it is a oath of death for me. But i didn't let him know and i comforted him.
One day, on the Internet when he made a sentence I have a very clear mind now: "lost, get you, in fact, I am quite happy, you can do my girlfriend? When I'm in a better mood, I'll take you out to the mall."
"No kidding." I asked him deliberately.
"I don't have a joke, I say it." Listen to him, I thought he would like to be a girl, because I have confidence in myself. I have the same to him. The next day, I and he together, I am very happy, he said he is also very happy, I really hope to stay at that time, we play together, shopping together, eating snacks, sitting on the ladder on the river to chat, you can say I had imagined, he has helped me achieve. I was really happy, so happy, I want to marry him, always accompany him for life.
Until last month, our relationship ignored slowly, the reason is that he said those words, he has a
feeling for boys. But there is also a
feeling for girl. As if nothing had happened and invited some male friends to chat, it let me didn't take it very well, I don't want to a man also enjoy a boy, the love of my life is the hope that full of love only one in his eye. I really don't know how to do make friends with him, or leave him silently. To find their true happiness.
I am the the girl, I can go to his life, the one have a person of my love?